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Bub

by des hume

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  • In early 2020, copies of a modest blue booklet began to appear in coffee shops, venues, museums, bookstores, and other cultural hubs across the planet. What began as a small volunteer-run effort to share an out-of-print handbook from the 1980s turned into a global distribution network, beginning in Western Canada and spreading to New York, Chicago, Halifax, Toronto, London, Paris, Berlin, Tokyo, Oslo and Nairobi. The COVID-19 pandemic halted efforts for further distribution, but copies have now been made available for individual or group purchase.

    While the contents of the booklet remain IRL only, the opening passage has been approved to share as an abstract for the curious:

    WHAT IS THE FIELD GUIDE?
    What you are holding in your hands is a volunteer produced copy of a document distributed by the founder in 1982. A small run of 100 booklets was left in coffee shops, bars, venues and other cultural hubs around London and New York, and became highly sought after through word of mouth. While many of the originals have been lost to time, volunteers for the des hume initiative (d.h.i.) began producing copies with the founder’s blessing.

    If this is the first that you have heard of our organization, we welcome you to engage with this document to understand the core tenets that guide our work. Our members are committed to achieving a utopia for mankind and have spent the last 30 years making significant advances through cutting-edge scientific research, artistic development, observation and selective outreach.

    This text explores many facets of modern living and is presented in simple list form in order to be accessible to all those who discover it. It represents a lifetime of experiential wisdom, unconventional philosophy and curiosity, and those who follow it are said to be walking the true path. We hope that you, as a reader, have the opportunity to engage with this text and walk the true path yourselves.

    Thank you from all of us at the des hume initiative. We have been waiting for you. Join us.

    50% of proceeds will be directed towards Vancouver-based non-profit organizations:
    *Battered Womens Support Services: bwss.org
    *Wish Drop-in Centre: wish-vancouver.net

    Your purchase includes a download of the 2020 single 'Wild World'. For those interested in purchasing multiple copies (study groups, community organizers): email welcome@deshume.com and we will arrange a discounted cost/shipping rate.

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1.
LA 01:52
It's been six months or more since i saw you now you're calling me up kinda late in the day "how are you, saw you got back from LA" but you cut me off mid-conversation hear you taking deep breaths at the end of the line I'm sorry wish we could turn back the time but you know i aint giving up on you yet no matter what you tell yourself I ain't giving up on you yet no matter what
2.
Need You Now 03:54
I was a young man with my heart on my sleeve and I ran into your arms without taking a moment to breathe you became all that i had to lose so now that it's breaking, I've got no foundation to keep me from clinging to you I need you now I need you now (more than I ever thought that I would) (more than I ever thought that I would) more than I ever thought You wrote me all the words I wanted since day one still it's not enough to wash away all of the problems but what can I say? you blinded me once and I know that it's only your way get under my skin and control it it doesn't matter to me, when I get you stuck on my mind all that I can think is that I need you I need you now I need you now (more than I ever thought that I would) (more than I ever thought that I would) more than I ever thought ..and then, you come back to the place we got together and I hoped that you would stay it was on your way to come collect your records and your books and then you leaned in and caught my lips (or at least that's how I've imagined this to go) cause it seems I I need you now I need you now (more than I ever thought that I would) (more than I ever thought that I would) more than I ever thought
3.
Slow Motion 04:32
when i called your name i saw you hesitate before you turned away well now i can't say that I blame you thought i gave you space but i left you waiting on a warm embrace that was never gonna come i'm never gonna come back to you things are never gonna be better than anything that i said i'd do for you i hope that you now know better than to let yourself believe anything i promise you Can we move in slow motion so i can get over you you had your heart set on forever but over time it crossed your (I could tell it crossed your mind) that maybe I was not the one for you now we're not talking to each other you've moved on to the next one and I can't help but feel that I'm losing a part of myself that I can't quite point out but you say that things are never gonna be better than anything that i said i'd do for you i hope that you now know better than to let yourself believe anything i promise you Can we move in slow motion so i can get over you
4.
Catch A Wind 01:55
I know it's wise to keep you at a distance while I'm doing fine on my own but every time i hear your name in passing its another reminder of when you were the life i'd always dreamt of living if i leave you behind, where does that go? is our love gonna catch a wind? is our love gonna catch a wind and go?
5.
So Good 04:34
Saying what you say as if i need this now turning back on me, putting words in my mouth i cant be free, i cant be free you say we'll get it back if I can just hold out the time for you to clear your head and figure out but I can't be free, i cant be free with you on my mind so if it's so good why do you want to find another now? If you want me, you've got a funny way of showing how I can't be free with you on my mind you call me in the dark to say you can't move on you're hoping that I haven't found another one I can't be free, I can't be free I know the words you want but can't make myself say maybe I never really meant them for you anyway I can't be free with you on my mind so if it's so good why do you want to find another now? If you want me, you've got a funny way of showing how I can't be free with you on my mind
6.
If this is your dream, then I can't stand beside you anymore If this is your dream, why should I hang on your every word?
7.
Take Care 02:31
Be still for a second babe you're buzzing like a wasp trapped in a cup and I'm trying to hold on to you but you don't make it easy to keep up I can't keep up and I'm ignoring all the voices that are whispering in my ear "just give it up" thought that I was all you needed til you went and turned your back on us You know that I will take care of you I will take care of you I will take care of you but you don't want me to how can i try to explain love as we may, sometimes I'm afraid of you the push and the pull at the seams, it's tearing at me but god it's a rush that i cannot refuse you're holding out for something better holding out for something more than me and I know I can't hold this together but I will never be the one to leave You know that I will take care of you I will take care of you I will take care of you but you don't want me to
8.
Shoulda Been 03:36
Long nights, they pass me by smoking cigarettes and waiting on the phone to light up it's all I really want just to know that i'm still on your mind I can't make the first move don't I get some respect for holding it back? but you've already moved along and i can't help thinking that it Shoulda been over with you No use hanging on what's been done but you turned it back on me like you gave me up I can't help thinking that enough's enough it was a long time coming and it shoulda been over with you! I know it's cold to bring this up but with you i never felt that i was good enough you held love over me beyond my touch just so you know, well it shoulda been over with you! I made my mind up but I hadn't expected the rush that I'd feel when you called up, saying you wanted me I had to pull back and remember the reasons that pushed us apart remember the lows I just made it out of and it's killing you now..but it shoulda been over with you No use hanging on what's been done but you turned it back on me like you gave me up I can't help thinking that enough's enough it was a long time coming and it shoulda been over with you! I know it's cold to bring this up but with you i never felt that i was good enough you held love over me beyond my touch just so you know, well it shoulda been over with you! am I strong enough to stand here without you don't know if i can make it on my own am i strong enough to stand here without you well it should have been over with You No use hanging on what's been done but you turned it back on me like you gave me up I can't help thinking that enough's enough it was a long time coming and it shoulda been over with you! I know it's cold to bring this up but with you i never felt that i was good enough you held love over me beyond my touch just so you know, well it shoulda been over with you!
9.
Poly 03:06
i know myself and i would go and carry on pretending i could bare it all but you cut me off saved me from myself guess i'm grateful love i know too much to ever fully let you go no i can't forget everything you told you went and let me in to your darkest place now i'm good and tangled up guess i never could admit that I didn't have the strength to go and hold you down that way and i'm sorry that i could not say everything you needed god knows i once felt that way goodbyes are never easy hold on for me, I'm cheering for you I know you can't quite see yet but you'll find the one that you're looking for well i know myself and I would be the chosen one but you can't go back, and i can't go on til we ask ourselves what we really want is it the love we had, or just the comfort of lying in your arms beneath the lamplight your warm breath on my backbone in the cold night i can't fuck around it just brings me down and i can't think right gotta make it on my own guess i never could admit that I didn't have the strength to go and hold you down that way and i'm sorry that i could not say everything you needed god knows i once felt that way goodbyes are never easy hold on for me, I'm cheering for you I know you can't quite see yet but you'll find the one that you're looking for Well I know myself and i should really let you go but I don't regret any time at all I won't turn my back, but I hope you know you gotta find yourself I can't do that for you
10.
What I saw that day you with your head down and your back turned you said to me "I don't know why you stay I'm never gonna change" I could see in the moment you just wanted someone to agree well I can't stand here in silence while you tear down all that's dear to me don't u know you're everything i ever wanted? don't u know you're everything i ever wanted? don't u know you're everything i ever wanted? don't u see it in my eyes?

about

A MESSAGE FROM THE FOUNDER:

My friends,

I recorded ‘Bub’ in the fall of 2017, and never intended to release it in its present form. It was always too messy, too raw and too intimate to share, and I resolved to shelve it until I found a way to re-contextualize what I had made.. but times have changed. Our worlds are smaller now, solitude is the new normal and the inner voice is our dearest companion. It is in this moment that I feel like a small, vulnerable collection of music might be helpful.

I sometimes find that music has the element of a magic trick, where explanations take away from the illusion. Three years on I don’t know if I have any words that will explain these songs better than the lyrics anyway. I’m not the same person anymore, but these songs have given me a life that didn’t seem attainable when I wrote them. That’s more than I could have ever hoped to have done with a record.

Thank you from all of us at the des hume initiative. We have been waiting for you. Join us.

*All proceeds will be donated to the Wish Drop-In Centre, a non-profit group that supports some of the most vulnerable people in Vancouver’s DTES. Find out more at wish-vancouver.net

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released February 5, 2021

Cover artwork by Helen Anna Shaw
www.instagram.com/helananas

Adam Nanji - additional production, "LA"
Sean William - arrangement, "LA"
Andrew Yong Hoon Lee - mastering, "Need You Now"

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The des hume initiative is a for-profit organization dedicated to researching utopian social dynamics.

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